It's Teri's birthday again*

* Yeah, I know to get to this age your have to have had a few before this. It's bright and early on a Friday morning, the start of Teri's vacation, for the next week and her birthday, today. Last year's birthday, from my point of view as a smashing success and would be tough to top. Last year was an eat at home early Covid-19 dinner party from Sangria's on Route 303. This year I'm following the same game plan except we are eating at Sangria. Later that night: Teri's gift, I have been planning since early January. I thought I had everything planned out perfect. In early January I showed Teri some pictures and asked her which ones she liked. I figured that doing it so far in advance she'd have no idea what her gift was come March. She looked at the pictures I'd collected off of my Google pictures account. There was a picture of the girls holding onto the edge of the pool wearing goggles, some of them at Disney World in Florida when we went over Christmas one year. There was also a family picture And then there was the picture I took at the BBQ we had Memorial day 2008 just before the girls came over. I'd taken a three shot group of pictures of her parents. One looked like Tony had just smacked June in the head. The one that Teri liked was the one where they have their heads together. I printed that out on my mother's computer a few days later and give it to Vernon.It was still before my birthday. Vernon asked when do I need it. I say by the beginnig of March, plenty of time to get it framed by my mom. Vernon goes to work. A month or so goes by and he offers to show me how it is

coming along. I say no, I want to see it only when it is done. Around the deadline day, he comes to me telling me he is having trouble with some of the lines, the picture is a little blurry. He needs more time, a week. A week later he says it was too small and he had to erase it and make it bigger and he is still having trouble with those blurry lines.I give him more time. Monday before Teri's birthday Vernon promises me he will have it done before, no by Teri's birthday. I can't help but laugh that the one time I and plant well in advance a gift fot Teri that is different and unique, it's still going to be late and unfinished.

On the morning of Teri's birthday Vernon hands me a large piece of folded paper in a large plastic bag. I'm in the office and several people are there to see me open up the folded paper to see the picture for the first time. I try to gently take the paper out of the bag. My hands are shaking a little from a run in with the head chef who has gotten it in his head that he doesn't like me, but that is a story for another time I won't bother telling because it and him are unimportant in my life. I remove the paper and unfold it. The orginial photo falls out and what I see is impressive. It's a pencil drawing of June and Tony. I'm drawn to their eyes. Vernon has drawn their eyes and managed to put life in them, it's amazing. I love the drawing. Everyone around me is also amazed by his talent. I put it in the car wondering how am I going to wrap this thing. On my way home I get the largest gift bag in the dollar store and I gently. loosely roll the drawing into the bag. As soon as I get home I tell Teri she has to open it immediately. I don't want to risk anything happening to it.

like a spill or it gets folded. I position Nancy on Teri's side. Nastia is sitting and all we are waiting for is Elena who is getting dressed. As soon as people start to wander around she finally comes down. I get everyone back into position, I want Nancy to experence the opening at the same time as Teri. I took a video of it and I will try to post it here. The videos just don't stay posted, go look at some of my very early posts.I get the reaction I was hoping for and what I experenced. I drive to Sangria. It's a short trip and it's Teri's birthday so I ignore her advice on my driving. I will also ignore it when I drive home. Our Table is near the door to the out door dinning area. Just beyond the porch sized out door dinning area, they are building a huge extension to the outdoor dinning area.There is something about fresh wood the criscross pattern it makes that is strangely comforting. I notice two of the three six foot tall warmers are blazing away. It is windy, blowing out of the south right now. Later it is expected to blow out of the north west and the temperatures will f

all from the very mild current 60's to a more seasonable high 40's low 50's.. Right now it is comfortable and I have my sweater off. We order drinks. Teri orders a pitcher of sangria and three glasses. I see visions of eating chips off the table (call me I'll tell you about that night if I didn't blog about it) I order a diet coke. I want alcohol and Elena could drive, but I want Teri to be comfortable tonight, so I don't. Elena is five months away from

turning twenty-one so we are loose with her drinking. I'm not too happy with what I see sometimes. Tonight she is allowed to sneak sips from the sangria. She will get a little buzzed in that way someone who is not used to drinking gets. Near the end of the night I will temporarily cut her off.We order the food and Teri comments that we forgot to bring the gift cards we have for Sangria's. I look at Elena and she winks at me. I know why she winks, but I can't help but feel like I'm in a 1950's movie. While we wait for our food Teri opens all of the other gifts. There is the bottle of Rum Chaita from Nastia and Brandon. Teri gets to Elena's gift and opens up a gift card for Sangria's for $100.00. An excessive amount that pays for about half of dinner. Nancy will chip in an excessive amount like she always does when the bill comes.Dinner arrives and it is good. I ordered chicken in a cream sauce. Nastia fish and rice, Teri and Nancy's I don't remember, but Elena's I remember for two reasons. Usually I'd order enchaliadas or a combo plate and this time I didn't. Elena ordered burritoes and it arrives covered in melted cheese looking delicious and I wanted it. THe second reason she ordered guacamole and I told her she could have it if she didn't get filled up and not eat her dinner. She ate one of her burritoes, wrapping the rest for lunch on Saturday. I didn't say anything, why ruin the night over something she always does. By now the wind has moved to the north west and it has started to get cold at the table. Nastia puts her sweater on and soon asks for mine. It's cold, but not that bad. Several times I thought about asking to move, but I know Teri wouldn't like that. So with a chilly breeze blowing across the table occationally we or at least I eat quickly before the food can get cold. The night is over and there is talk of Dairy Queen or Cone Zone in West Nyack. Everyone is full and the break in tradation I started continues. There will be no ice cream tonight. Nancy is dropped off in Nyack and we head home. Teri telling me she doesn't like me going this way, there is a

speed trap this way, Whoa, your going to fast. As Tom at Marcus used to say, like water off a duck's back. I just let it stream off with not affect. It's been a really good birthday and I hope Teri enjoyed it as much as I did. By the way,Tho many chips were eaten this night, there were no chips eaten off the table by any one. Most of the Sangria was bought home. /

It's Wednesday again.....

Today started like any other of the days of the week. About 6:15 Teri and I let the dogs out, Bandi pees on the floor, one of us cleans it up and I head back to bed because I don't have to get up until 7:30. This though is a Wednesday and on most Wednesdays, mischief, thou art a foot*. A little after seven, Elena is up and is going over to Matts. This is the girl you don't wake up because she has

her alarm set for the time she wants to get up. Any earlier than that and you will meet Miss Cranky pants. She is dressed, does a stitch onesie qualify as dressed when you are going over to your boyfriends house when both of his parents are at work? Does it really matter? At a time like this I always remember what Elena said to me when we made fun of her hickies. "After hickies comes sex." I guess I'm hoping to see hickies tonight when we meet for bowling. Elena is out of here by 7:30. Nastia is only a little less subtle when she gets up around 7:15. She is wearing the bright blue version of the black spandex pants she would usually wear and a sweatshirt. She brushes her teeth and trys to not put her contacts in before she leaves. After her contacts are in she is gone. Both of these girls are out of the house and gone very quickly. Teri says she is going into the office today and now she is gone a little after eight. I'm sitting here in an empty, quiet house. I'm thinking about Dennis.He was born with a heart defect. About ten days ago he went in for open heart surgery. It is a success. Last night we are told an issue has come up and this morning Teri receives a text saying that he is going back in to correct the problem. She just called me and told me. All of my hopes and prayers are with him. It always amazes me how life can change on a dime. Thursday: Yesterday at bowling Nastia arrives with her friend Jesse just before I pull in. Elena arrives just a few minutes before we start to pratice. Some time during bowling I notice her neck is clear. Nastia plans to spend the night over Jesse's house. As the three of us are walking in Jesse say's they are going to smoke pot there. I say now I know why Nastia is sleeping over there. Jesse laughs and says Nastia doesn't smoke much. I laugh and say Nastia is a cheap date. At bowling we go up against one of the better teams. We have a hundred point handicap. In the first game two of the three bowlers on their team bowl over two hundred. I bowl poorly and Nastia and Elena bowl ok, we lose by over one hundred pins. The second game I bowl better,Elena bowls a 145, but the other team,the guys throw another couple of two hundred games again and we still lose by twenty odd pins. The team in front of us was just two points away, now they are about seven. We could have gone above 500 too last night if we'd won five. A trophy looks a little dimmer today. I heard last night that Lynn's mom passed away. She had alzheimer's. It's been a rough two years for Lynn. First her sister's death, then her son's heart problems and now her mom's death. My prayers go out to her. She is a strong women, but this is too much. *It from Shakespear's Julius Caesar, the full quote is Now let it work. Mischief thou art a foot. Take thou what course thou wilt. Didn't think you were going to learn something today did you? Really I thought it was from an old Basil Rathbone Sherlock Holmes movie from the 1940's when he comes upon a the crime he is going to solve and it went something like mischief is now a foot. /

I got my first Covid 19 shot

Friday March 19th is the day the Covid 19 pandemic has started to end for me. About a week or so ago the governor of the state of New York declares that it is time for everyone who is sixty and above to finally get their Covid 19 shot. Sometime a little while later Teri is on line finding times for her and I to go. Teri will later ripe Nastia a little for not showing any ambition finding out if her job will allow her to get one. I quietly think that if it wasn't for Teri lining up the shots for her and I, I might have never gotten one. So I guess there is a little of me in Nastia. Teri got her shot on March 4th at nie in the morning. She went to the Pomona Health Center, building A and it was over very quickly she said. Friday morning I get up a little early and I'm ready to leave by 8:00 for my 9-9:15 appointment. I want to be early, so I don't miss the time I'm supposed to be there. I don't know if they let late people get in line past their appointment. I get to building A in Pomona at about 8:20. The Sheriff's patrol is there and they have their lights flashing and they are ready for action. The parking lot is empty, maybe a dozen cars are in it. I pull around to the far end of the lot, near the police cars before pulling into the parking lot. The Sheriff waves me to stop and tells me the building opens at 9AM. I look over to the doors and there is no one there, I park. A little while later someon else parks next to me. In these Covid time I'm a little irritated that they have parked near me in an empty parking lot. I look up to the doors and see one person in a red jacket standing there. I get out of thecar. The people next to me do the same and they walk a little quicker then I do. They pass a women with a clip board who tells them it is still early and they should wait in their car. They tell me what she said. Yesterday it poured rain and today it is very windy, gusting up to at least 40 mph, so I turn around and go back to my car.I sit down and notice the line has gone from one to almost nine people. Frig this I think and get back out of my car. I get on line, the wind blows and I grab my hat before I have to chase it across the lawn of Robert Yeager Health center. I'm warm, except for my neck and ears. I got a hair cut about a week ago and of course the temperature falls and my neck hasw no hair on it, so it's cold. I have a vest on under my jacket, hands in pocket, so mostly I'm good. This women infront of me, jacket open, I hear her say she is freezing and has never been this cold before. I look at her open loose, light spring jacket and wonder what she was dressing for. I feel bad for her, but I'm warm so mostly my concern is a distant unexpressed thing, I'm a cold bastard some times, except this time I'm really not cold, I'm toasty. The door open about 9:19. I'd been standing on the line for about forty minutes. A women comes outside and says, "Everyone with a nine o'clock appointment step to the right. I raise my hand, then quickly put it down and move to the right like everyone else. Everyone moves to the right infront of me except for the girl who was freezing. I walk past her, she doesn't move, I think maybe she has frozen in place. I go inside, show my page Teri printed out for me with my appointment on it.(Thank you again, Teri) I get my temperture taken and I'm told to follow the signs. I stop at a second station where an idoit is saying she is a critical worker and she should get the shot, she has no proof. I'm cleared and I think the no proof girl is also cleared. I don't care either way as long as this pandamic will come to

an end. I swing around in a big loop and I'm back at the front doors. I don't look to see if chilly girl is still standing out there. I'm shown into a large room I bye passed on my first trip around. I wait for a moment until the women in the pancho shows me where to get my shot. I step behind curtin number six and sit down. Some quick paper work and some questions are asked. I take off all of that warm clothing. The cold antiseptic is rubbed on my arm and a very light, very small, I almost didn't feel it prick of my skin and it's over. I look at the Indian women giving me the shot and ask, "that's it?" she says yes and I proceed to gather up all of the paperwork and my clothing I tookm off to move on as quickly as possible so the next person can get there shot. Hopefuly chilly girl is inside by now. I'm told to take a seat and wait for fifteen minutes to see if I have a bad reaction to the shot. I'm very into my

head at this point. I'm thinking, gee, I was light headed before I sat down, wait light headed is not one of the after affects. I check to see how I feel, my head, my stomach, legs and I'm checking for the slightest odd feeling. I'm so caught up in this that I think obsessive thinking could be a side affect. I calm down and decide to read and pull out my phone. Fifteen minutes later I get up and put my vest and jacket on. As I'm walking out of the building my zipper splits and I start to wonder if chilly girl and karma just evened the score. /

Wednesday and COVID shots and St Patty's Day and Matt coming over for dinner

Wednesday, Teri got her first COVID 19 shot. She said later in the day her arm hurt. Her second shot is April 4th.I go for my first on Friday. Wednesday is also St Patrick's day and Teri is making corned beef in the crock pot.It's amazing how good it comes out cooked like that.

A few days ago, I had a talk with Nastia about Brandon needing to come over. Afterwards as I passed Elena's room, on my way to bed, I told Elena that she and Matt had been dating longer then Nastia and Brandon and Matt needed to come over for dinner too. Well she invites him over for dinner on St.Patrick's day. Before dinner Nastia, Elena and I go bowling. We are in the hunt, trying to move up in the standing. In December we were in last place, in an eight team league. We have managed to move up to sixth. For the last few weeks we have been chasing the fifth place team and I thought this week was going to be the week we move ahead of them.We bowled good enough to beat the other team in the first game. In the second Nastia and aElena bowled better than they did in the first, but I didn'tand we lost the second game by twenty-three pins. So maybe next week.

Nastia and I head home in my car. Elena takes her car and drives home. Matt shows up about seven-thirty with dessert, a box of canollis and a bag of Lindt chocolates. A nice touch by him. I immediately declare him my favorite future son in law.Yes, I'd been drinking a little.Nastia had decided to join me in drinking. She made herself a raspberry vodka and lemonade. When it came time for serving dinner, we serve it in a very relaxed fashion, from the kitchen. I tell Elena to serve herself first and then Matt to go figuring that it might make Matt a little more comfortable. Teri over rules this and he goes first. I saw him standing there with his arms acrossed in a bit of a defensive posture. I wanted him to feel comfortable as soon as possible. I hate this awkward stage in getting to know someone. I remember it well with my fist girlfriend and also with Teri's parents. With Teri's parents I was a little older and still didn't handled it was well as I could have. I kept whispering dirty jokes to Teri. We all sit down to dinner and the conversation is fun and everyone is having a good time. There were a few good laughs and I wish I remembered what they were. At dinner, Nastia has a large glass of raspberry vodka and lemonade. I have my beer. I don't drink as much as I used to so now alot of times I'll buy the beer with the highest alcohol content, less beer, same buzz. So Nastia and I are most likely drunk as we sit down to dinner. The difference is I've been doing this for decades and have learned to

mostly keep the thoughts that shouldn't come out from coming out. Nastia not so much. I don't remember what she said but by the end of dinner I'd taken her drink and asked her to come into the kitchen. I don't think it was outragous what she said, it might have just been too much. After dinner Elena askes me to take out the pictures like I did for Nastia and Brandon. Matt and Elena sit on the living room side of the table, Elena is leaning into him, you know the way new young couples do when it is all new and exciting. They click through the pictures and videos I've taken over the last eleven years. The one after dinner conversation I do remmeber is Matt talked about how he was adopted at, I think 18 months, from a jewish adoption service from Ukraine. He did a DNA test and his backround turned out to have some asian in it. He couldn't remember what else there was in it. He did say he was surprised there is no Russian in it. Inspired, I took out the DNA tests I'd gotten for the girls two years ago and they didn't want to take because they didn't know what would be done with their DNA and I got them both to spit into the tubes. I sealed them up and sent them out. I hope I didn't confuse the tests..... Matt bought over canollis, so we had them for dessert. Around ten or so Matt is walked out to his car by Elena. The night is a total success. I've never seen Elena display such open affection towards someone in all the years I've known her. The mysterious book of Elena has cracked open again this evening and I am very pleased to see that. Later in the evening I'm heading up to bed, I lean into Elena's room and tell her that tonight was a very nice night. I figure she is talking to Matt and he'd hear. On my way to bed, Elena says, "good night" a moment later she says, "and Matt says good night". So he heard and that is a good thing. He's maybe the one for her and she for him and that would be OK. /

Sunday and Wednesday again

Nastia got out of work on Sunday and told me she is going to get a sandwiche for Brandon from the deli down the street from us because he liked them and then she would be home. About forty minutes after she got out of work she pulls into the driveway. I don't remember why I was out there but I am asked to take this tin of food Brandon's mother has given to Nastia. I've seen tins like this before from David's grandmother and I know what's in it. I take it and don't say anything, but I'm hurt. One inside Nastia opens it up and starts to eat it. I warn her dinner, Enchiladas is going to be served in about an hour or so. She gives a typical Nastia reply, "I'll be hungry.", she won't, but I let it go. She eats the rice, picks at the chicken. I go to make dinner with Teri. Nastia offers to help. I've forgotten how to make Enchiladas, so I make it up. I brown beef and after I've drained it I add taco seasoning thinking the meat would be bland other wise. I goes, "That's not how it is done." I go to remove the spice mix and she says it too late to do that. I didn't argue and continue on. One of the few food things I know about my grandfather or maybe it is my grandmother besides how to know when corn fritter mix is thick enough (when it goes plop from a spoon back into the mix, yes, plop is a scientific thickness measurement, I looked it up.) is you stack Enchiladas. I tried them both ways and stacking is better. You dip the corn or flour tortilla (I prefer corn) in the Enchilada sauce lay it flat on a baking dish. You then top it with meat or whatever and cover it with another tortilla. Repeat several times until you have a stack that looks high enough. Put it in the oven until the cheese on top melts and dinner is served. Slice it into sections or eat it all yourself, it's good. Nastia doesn't like cheese, so she goes and gets a can of black beans and she has black beans and beef. Enchiladas are made and the four of us sit down to eat.There was some good conversation over the dinner table that night, but I don't remember what it was. Just the feeling of sitting around the table with theses three women eating and talking feels great and before too long it is over and we are cleaning up. Elena goes upstairs to her room to talk to Matt and Nastia goes up and talks to Brandon, who is usually at work around this time. Teri and I go into the living room to watch TV. Later that night Teri has gone to bed, I've showered and I'm heading to bed. I go into Elena's room and kiss her good night, She says "good night gramps". I go int Nastia's room and we start talking. She comments about how we let Elena off during dinner without getting angry at her and yelling. I tell Nastia we do handle the both of you differently. Elena doesn't respond to anger very well. Either she'll get very angry or she'll cry. When you make her cry it is heart breaking because you know you have gotten past her defenses and that doesn't happen often. The following is written over a week later from memory. We also talk about Brandon coming over for dinner. I leave with a, "He'll come over. The next day I'm told he is coming to dinner on Friday, I think. Between the time he agrees to come over his two dogs get into a fight. Now the way Brandon tells it these two dogs would fight to the death. This sound totally different from our dogs. The worst fight they ever had was when Misha bite her tongue (yes her own tongue) and there was blood everywhere. It was scary for a few moments after they were seperated to find out where all the blood was coming from. The next worst one was when we used theshock collar to stop it and Misha thought Athena was doing it and it went worst for Athena. She ended up with a bunch of small cuts and bites all over her body. During Brandon's dog's fight he put his hand where one of the dog thought the other dog would be and tore up Brandons thumb enought that he had to go to the Hospital to get stitches and he will be out of work for a while because he can't drive. After the dog fight Nastia says that Brandon is not coming over to eat Friday, but he will come over to visit, sometime around five. I will be at work until seven and silently I don't mind. Inside, just like him I know this first meeting needs to happen. The way modern technology has evolved stopping people from meeting face to face before the first date like I had to with my first serious girlfriend makes that first meeting more difficult. They have been dating for about two months. Nastia has spent way more time over his house, gotten over the jitters around his family, even his cousins. Brandon is just begining that trip now. Brandon ended up coming to dinner on this past Saturday. The previuos blog entry talks about it. THe above title had something to do with all of this but after a week or so it is all a blue haze, better yet, it might be a purple haze. Thank you Jimmy. And don't ask who, go look it up. / /

Guess who's coming to dinner*

* No not Sidney Poitier, who's like 94 these days Well it took sometime but Brandon finally showed up. It looked like it might not happen when he broke up a dog fight between two of his dogs. It sounds a lot like the issues we have with Athena and Misha, but it's worse. Neither dog is willing to give in and according to Brandon it is getting vicious and who knows where it's going. Trying to brake up their latest fight Brandon put his thumb where one of the dogs thought the other dog would be and Brandon went to the hospital and got stiches. Now to hear Nastia tell it he was going to come over on Friday, but not to eat. I figured they must have stitched his mouth shut by accident, it's happened, it really has I've seen it in the Enquirer. Well he came by Friday, maybe, I wasn't there and I really didn't want to be. As much as he didn't want to come over, I did'nt want to face the task of having to entertain someone. Nothing personal Brandon. I do know it has to happen and I am willing to let it, the sooner the better. I rather meet him now and get confortable with him and not wait until the wedding to meet him. I think Nastia was more nervous then Brandon. Maybe Brandon is more important to her then past relationships. Brandon seems to be more open, presant and emonationlly available then past relationships. I had lunch with Nastia today to talk about tonight. She wanted to make chicken parm and she was picking Brandon up right after work. Now I could see an over scheaduling from a mile away. So I told Nastia I'd cook. She insisted that she wants to cook. I enjoy cooking when there is time, I find it theraputic, relaxing.So I went home thinking I'd get things started. I opened the chicken and found it still frozen so I stuck it in some water and I took out a few eggs to make an egg wash. I left the eggs out to come to room temperature while I assembled all of the other ingredents. An old friend, Fred always said, "mess in place" meaning get everything you need out and make sure you have everything. At lunch with Nastia in my car at her job at Stop and Shop we watched a video aqbout cooking chicken parm. I haven't cooked much lately, so I wanted to check how to do it and Nastia said it wasn't make with a bread crumb coating. The chef on line had a few good ideas and one of them was to use Panco bread crumbs and to let the coated chicken sit for fifteen minutes to let the coating rest. I did both and when Teri sees the Panco she says "you don't use them, they give it a different taste." I was adventuresome at the wrong time. You don't mess with a tradational recipe. She made it for me when she told me, "s**t or get off the pot" one summer day when she began to wonder where our relationship was going. I wasn't going to do everything for Nastia. I wanted her to learn to cook, but once I got going I couldn't stop. it's therapy. I was relaxed and content, happy. She gets home about six-thirty and the only thing left to do is cut the cheese and put it on the chicken. I put the chicken in the oven, put the ziti in the water and a little after seven we sit to eat. Elena comes in about seven-

thirty, not hungry. Brandon and Nastia are looking at pictures and videos on the computer.They come across the pictures of Leonid and Anna from a nine years ago and there is Brandon in some of the pictures. After a few minutes I realize Elena has joined in and is looking at the pictures. It is a nice evening and it went well. We all talk for a while and about nine Nastia takes him home. As a thank you Nastia stays down stairs with Teri and I to watch some TV. I wish them both luck and patients in their relationship. /

It's Wednesday again.

It's Wednesday again as for at least teh last three, four weeks Nastia has gotten up early and gone out with Brandon. She says they go out to Breakfast and or go hang out at his parent's house. I won't rehash what I have rehashed over the last few weeks. The one thing I did notice today was she wasn't wearing 'those' pants again, she was wearing just spandex with a sort of dress thing, but it really isn't. Let's see how she is dressed when she arrives at the bowling alley tonight. I guess it's really not my business or is it concern because no matter what she wears it doesn't really matter. I will say that since she has gotten a boyfriend she has become as much of a ghost as Elena has. If I don't kiss them good night, I might only see them at the dinning room table, maybe. It's Wednesday night and Nastia didn't change into those pants, she stayed with those spandex things (There I go again throwing those big technical fashion terms around) I got to the bowling alley first again. I guess when you're not twenty-something and dating a guy you might be getting really into you arrive at bowling early having made the farthest trip. Ah to be young and horney again, well young anyway. (Yes, I am drinking while writing so proceed at your own peril) In the first frame of the first game I throw a nine leaving the four pin. An easy pin for me to get and yes, I miss it for the next three frames I get the four,seven, ten split. On the first one I get the four pin. On the second one I get eh seven pin. And finally one the third one I get the four and seven pin. I was so angry that I kicked the ball return. Elena, my hot headed daughter told me to cool down. If I wasn't so angry I would have laughed.We lost the first game by twenty-one pins and I bowled a 125, same as Elena. Nastia lead hte team with a 147. Early in hte first game Nastia sks me if I'm angry and this was before I get the three four, seven, ten splits and I said no. Thinking back, I was, but I don't know why. Maybe I was a little stressed that Nastia and Elena were late and had gotten into an accident. (yeah, that will never happen. I'll wait why you finish laughing.......) Nastia clung to me at the start of the game,asking me about my leg and how it felt. After I got angry about the four,seven, ten splits she was no where to be found, can't blame her (yeah, I asked Elena to get me a second beer something I told them I'd never do and it tastes as good, if not better then the first one) At teh end of the first game, that we lost by twenty-one pins, Elena and I tied for the second best score of 125. I think I already said that. I just looked and yes I did. (Drinking after eating just a salad is so much fun)game. In the second game we roared back with three strikes in the first frame. Elena got a strike in the second as I did. Elena bowled an excellant first half of a game, 111. As happens, making bowling a rough sport tp love, she lost the rythum, motion, whatever that prevents many bowlers from finishing a very promising game well. She ended with a respectful 139. I thought with a mark or two she could have hit the 160's. There will be a tomorrow for her. I threw off all the shame of the 125 and bowled a 227. Could have used some of those pins in the first game. After bowling Nastia headed out with Brandon to his house. (what's wrong with our house?) dropping Jessie off on their way. Elena went ot CVS to get her birth control (does she need it with Matt?) and arrived at teh house around 7:30. Teri is just getting home with dinner, sandwiches from B Balls in Suffern. Boy, I'm I hungry. /

Oh Boy, but in a good funny way.

I forget how the conversation started but Elena walks in talking to Matt on the phone. Elena Teri and I start talking, more joking around about her and Matt, I think. Some how kissing good night cames up and Elena says, "If Matt is laying beside me in my bed you're going to kiss him good night?" Teri says, "Two people couldn't fit in that bed." I jump in with a quick, "Yes, I'd kiss him good night." It was a weird conversation, but it was fun and light hearted. That was Friday I think. Last night, Saturday I go in to kiss Elena good night when out of the corner of my eye I see Matt wiggle his tongue between his fingers, Now for all of you out there who don't know, that symbolizes oral sex. I kiss Elena and whisper in her ear, "Tell Matt I saw that." and I leave to go kiss Nastia good night, leaving Elena giggling a little. On my way back past Elena's room I say to her, "Because of what I saw there is no kiss good night for Matt." and walk away. And yes I noticed hickies on Elena's neck again on Friday at the dinner table. All of this is harmless fun and I hope they are careful. I don't want either of my daughters to look back and say I'm surprized I lived through thoses years or thoughts like that. Some of you out there know what I'm talking about. The Girls and work Elena several years ago, maybe two years ago became a personal assistant to a manager. A great title, no extra money, but full or next to full time hours. Recently she texts saying she is going to be late coming home, she has been asked to work a little later on the register. Considering she tried to get hired as a cashier, but had issues making change. Now in a pinch they put her on a register.She has grown in very positive ways in that job. She is talking about going to Auto repair school this April. Maybe she has grown in her experences and maybe she will find her passion and go full out at school and RCC will be a distant memory of somebody she used to be. From what I hear from Nastia at her job, it's not good. She keeps getting put on counting customers coming into the store. One of the few stores that still are doing that. It makes me feel that they are trying to get her to quit. The job is boring and people with less time there are on the registers. Nastia makes more then them get her to quit and your budget has a little more flexability. Maybe I'm all wrong and counting people coming into the store is important still and she is responcible and it is an honor to do that job. It's Tuesday morning and Teri is sitting across from me on a conference call with people from China. She is so good

at this even though she doesn't like it. She has all the answers, someons says could you email me about this and she replys that she has already and can do it again if they want. She is orgainzed, has the information at her finger tips she needs, I sit here in amazement. I have tried for five years or so since I started working at The Crystal Spoon to get that organized. I have struggled as the size of the company and the volumn of the meals and customers I oversee to get to the point Teri has achieved. I have worked hard to be where she seems to get to out of habit. And I sure she doesn't think it's that big of a deal. She is really an amazing person. She just said to me after what I considered a very impressive conference call, " I quit, I quit, I quit." I asked her why? She said because no one can get her a stright answer. And if you were listeningit's almost spring and we are just dealing with winter heat pump technology issues. Sounds like no one has the answers to the question why a heat pump won't work when it is twenty-seven degrees outside and the heat light is flashing. Is it broken or unable to function in such a cold climate.

Sister fights and COVID 2021

It's the end of February and little to nothing is going on. The girls are into their routine and being Wednesday Nastia was up at seven and change ready to go spend sometime with Brandon. She wore those pants she wore last week again. I guess she likes them or likes Brandon to see her in them. Elena on the other hand is still asleep. Matt is back to school and I think he works two jobs or something like that that keeps him busy. So last night she was doing her usual facetiming with him. I think that leaves her free for the day, maybe she'll play X-Box or something, I really don't know. Her life revolves around work and Matt. The other night Nastia and Elena got into a fight and all I heard was Nsatia saying go hang out with your pathic boyfriend. Now Nastia hadn't picked up on the mood Elena was in. I heard it in her voice earlier and immediately stepped in and walked Elena away and told her I will take care of Nastia and she shouldn't have bought boyfriends into the arguement. I also told Elena if she does it again to come to her mother or I instead of starting a fight. She won't, but I can hope and maybe stepping in to stop things makes her feel a little more valued. I go back to the kitchen and yell at Nastia for about twenty seconds to keep boyfriends out of arguements. I think about what I said and two or so minutes later I come over to her, she is sitting on the counter trying to put away some bowls in an upper cabinet. I quietly tell her to remember that Elena is someone who insists she needs no one has finally admitted to needing Matt and she has alot invested in this relationship. I think I tell her to not insult Matt any more because it will not end well. I also tell her that after her mother and I are gone she will have no one except her sister. I long for the days when they were as thick as thieves. (very close for all you people who don't know what that expression means)Elena would tell joke or do something to make Nastia laugh. Back then everything they did, they did together. Teri says this is how sisters are and they will end up being close in the future. Only the two of them know what each other went through in Russia. No one else will understand like their sister would. I wrote the following late last week and wasn't sure if I should publish it. Now that the orange racoon is out of office and I have not been on facebook for over a year I feel I can freely spout off about him, but I will not. well, for not too long anyway, maybe a couple of line about him so people won't forget about him. He took a nation and an economy, yes he helped get his rich blood sucking friend richer and made the gap between rich and poor the largest it's been in 100 years and he did that with that giant sucking hole of a tax break and to show his graditute to the state of New York, the state that let him and his crooked father get rich, he prevented deducting taxes above $10,000 on federal tax forms. Enough of this I could fill a book with his evil buffoonery. The dictionary defines buffoonery as behavior that is ridiculous and amusing. If it wasn't being done to me, it might be funny. Hey Mexico, Trump says the bill is in the mail and prison tell the oath keepers and the proud boys, 'hello suckers'. I went out to eat tonight with Teri and Nancy. Someone had given Teri and I gift cards to the Yard House at the Palisades Center. The girls were out to dinner with Jessica, Elena's friend. Not to be confused with Jessie, Nastia's friend from work. It was Jessica's birthday and the girls went to dinner with her and her mother and her step father. They went to a nice restaurant just over the Jersey border that was once called McDonald's Steak House. At the Yard House there is a thirty minute wait. Nancy goes to Target and Teri and I go to the store, 'As seen on TV' a store full of cheap junk that you don't really need and don't realize that until you've spent lots of money and gotten everything home. And yes we didn't buy anything, we got all the junk we need. Afterwards I wanted to continue to walk, Teri heads back toward the Yard House. As I walk I am amazed at all the unmasked people. I could have swarn that they had all been converted or died. I hadn't seen an unmasked person in like six or more weeks. I won't go into my views why all of these stupid people were not wearings masks. Back at the restaurant we masked three get a text our table is ready. We go in and sit down. Teri and Nancy take their masks off, I leave mine on. Teri says several times I can take it off, but I don't want to and I don't until I can't breath. I've become comfortable with the mask on. It hides my face and masks my emotions. I feel apart from the world and I like it. I think I need therapy again. Will the world ever return to what passed for normal? It's hard to believe it ever will. The girls have adjusted their lives to wearing masks or at least making me think they do. I know they don't around their boyfriends and their families. When I met Brandon the other day was he wearing a mask. I can't believe I didn't notice because I'm sure he wasn't now.

It's Valentines Day

I guess this is the first Covid Valentines Day. Last year we were all believing Covid would not afffect us and it was just a thing that had gotten loose in China and some in Europe and wouldn't bother us. Opps, I guess we were wrong. I waited until Saturday before going out to purchase stuff for Valentines Day. I really hate forced purchasing day masquerading as holidays. I guess I'm just getting older, not old. With age comes wisdom (took me two trys to spell wisdom and I'm not sure I spelt it correctly, I guess I need to get a little older) to start becoming a grinch about all the holidays.I just enjoy being with people. I miss the days past where we would invite people over for a BBQ (long time ago) or just for dinner (real long time ago) Before Covid family gatherings had become less and less. I scheduled a BBQ about two years ago for between Eric and Lynn's house and my mom's. I think it was my mom's idea to move it there. We all had a real nice time. Over the last few years before Covid, Teri and I have only had two gathering and they were when the girls graduated High School. I told my mom last month, when Covid is over this year we need to have a BBQ. She thought it was a great idea. Problem with when Covid is gone. We will not wake up one day and it will be gone, it will fade away slowly and when we do have a BBQ, we'll be having it hoping it is safe to have, maybe some of us still wearing masks. It will be good, but will it ever be like it used to be. Covid Valentines Day with both of my daughters 'in love'(come on they are still in their early twenties and yes maybe Elena has found her one and only, but Nastia is in love with being in love and that is real sweet, but many heart breaks can come first) Elena worked Saturday and Sunday, the fourteenth. And Teri took me to City MD to have an x-ray. Nothing says 'love you' like an x-ray. More on that later. Elena and Teri text back and forth about Elena going over to Matt's house on Monday. I wish I could screen shot the whole thing. She starts out with How's Dad's knee? Then she proceeds, in a seperate bubble, "So can I go Monday? The weather is clear til 12, plus Matt is picking me and we are heading stright to his house and will be staying there all day." Of course after last Wednesday I ask "are hickies included in your day over at Matts?" I get a "NO", then a second "NO*" I wonder what the * means is that a short hand curse? I'll have to ask her? Come on not you all have to see the humor in teasing her some more about hickies. Not daunted she soldiers on, "If I don't go over to his house, it's really not fair cause we were going to do it on Tuesday but it's bad waether, it's the only reason why I changed it to Monday." Teri replys,"I will say it one more time and if I need to repeat it again the answer will be no. IFTHE WEATHER IS BAD TOMORROW YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE. I DON'T CARE IF MATHEW IS DRIVING NO AMOUNT OF EXPERIENCE IS GOOD ON ICE." Elena, "There is not going to be any ice, the forecast says it's clear. If I don't see him on valentines I won't see him until March" Teri, "why is that?" Elena, "Cause that's when his other break is, where he doesn't have to worry about achy," next bubble, "School**" ( I'm really thinking those * are curses, because after all of that to misspell school as achy, I'd be pissed)opp, Teri just replied, " Yes you can go but if the roads are bad you cannot" Elena, "Okay, thank you" Elena repeats, "Okay thank you" Teri, "I've said that all along" next bubble, "As long as the roads are good" next bubble, "It's for everyones safety" Elena, "I understand" Teri, "Then why'd you keep asking me? I said that all along" end of conversation, I guess finger cramps set in. I bet that conversation takes you all back to when you were younger, but doing it face to face without a written transcript that can be keep so you will maybe be reading it sometime in the future declaring how you hate your father and how could he go and publish this. Or just do a Donald Trump and call it fake new and it never happened. As an FYI: it's Monday afternoon and so far the roads are clear and Elena did leave bright and early to go over Matt's house. As far as what is happening over there I don't wish to discuss that. Now Nastia saw Brandon on Wednesday just like Elena saw Matt. Nastia also saw Brandon on Friday or Saturday. She told me she was going to see him on Sunday and I didn't connect the fact that Teri wanted to have a family dinner that night. It had been put off from Saturday when Nastia went out with Brandon. So it was not like Teri was being unreasonable. Elena was home I believe on Saturday and Sunday because she worked those days until eight. Nastia relucantly tells Brandon that she is staying home on Valentines day. We had a nice family dinner of stuffed peppers. Ever since Teri's mom has passed Teri has always said and to be truthful,it's true " Junie L's are better then mine. How did she always get the peppers so soft?" I think the way she did it was she didn't crowd the pan and maybe she warmed the sauce before she put it in with the peppers. I could be wrong having never seen Teri's mom make stuffed peppers. My Valentines day starts just after I'd finished going out and getting little gifts for the three girls. I put all the gifts on the dinning room table and headed down stairs to the basement. I'm not in a hurry, I don't even remember why I was going. About half way down on my leisurely stroll down stairs, I get a quick sharp pain in my left knee. I've had problems with this knee for years and when we had good insurance I had someone look at it. I was also waiting this time around for the bowling league to end. Nastia, Elena and I were making our move into contention and the three of us were enjoying it. Well I didn't know it and I wasn't even thinking about it but at the bottom of the stairs in the cellar, I think my season, or at least the next Wednesday bowling night has been put on hold. At first it didn't feel bad. Sharp pain, recovery and back to walking and whatever else soon afterwards. By the night I knew I was in trouble. I could only find one position to sleep in and I snoored so badly that I think if I tried to go another day without medical attention Teri would smother me in my snooring sleep. So the next day Teri and I go to City MD. During Covid I am the only one allowed in the offices. She says she'll wait, I tell her to go home and I'll call. She waits not wanting to waste the gas. She will go over to some store and spend a little money on a shirt or something but that's different and I agree, sorta. After a little while I'm asked to go inside an exam roon. A pretty brunette, named Jessica, somewhere in her early twenties asks me to follow her. She tells me to sit down and she takes my vitals. She is sweet and I know I'm a sexist bastard, but she is nice to look at too. Soon the Doctor comes and we talk for a bit and then he asks me to remove my pants. I look over at twenty something Jessica for a moment before deciding well if she wants to see this who am I to stop her. That is when the doctor hands me a paper gown to cover up with. I drop my pants and he looks at my knee, feeling all aroound and of course during his examination it barely hurts. He then says some x-rays are in order and he calls in the x-ray tech another twenty something brunette named Brianna, who is even more beautiful then Jessica. For a moment I'm thinking I must have wandered onto the

set of of Russell Myers' movie or I'm dreaming. Either way I'm having fun. The Doctor asks if she want me to have my pants on or off. She says "off" I'm really not making this up. The doctor hands me a second gown and says to take my pants off and follow Brianna. I go down a hallway past some half open doors. past some girls working on this or that and yeah, none of them look up. By the time I reach the x-ray machine I'm feeling like I'm twelve. In the x-ray room Brianna moves my leg positions my knee and when she is done, she flips me on my side to take a picture of the side of my knee. I flash my bright red underwear at her having given up trying to cover up and she apologizes. Trying to be brave, I say, "I'm sure you've seen worse." hoping anyway. It's done and over I go

back down the hallway into the room struggle to put on my pants because, yes, now it hurts. The Doctor returns telling me he is going to give me a brace for my knee and he calls in another girl to help me hold up my leg. The magic of the day is gone because into my room walks Brunhilde. I know I'm being unfair, a sexist pig and all that, but it is my story and I can write it any way I want to remember it. She holds my leg and the brace goes on. I thank everybody and limp out. Leaving I notice every women working there is brunette. Someone should call HR. Ever faithful Teri is waiting for me as I leave my own personal Russ Myers movie or maybe it's more like those Italian films I'd watch during the 80 by Lena Wortmuller or just maybe some sad fantasy by a sixty-three year old. No, I can't end on such a depressing note as that let's do some George Carlyn jokes, what I've done this before?????? /

The Girls and their boyfriends on Wednesdays

The Girls and their boyfriends, I guess is going to be a regular reoccuring topic. And it is most likely going to be talked about after a Wednesday, when they both don't work because the three of us go bowling at five PM. I left yesterday morning just after Elena had gotten up and left to go to Matt's house. This time she was a little more dressed up then she was the last time when she went in her Stitch onesie and she had to get it back from Matt's a few days later from what I heard. I was also told, or maybe I'm hoping, nothing went on that day except hickies. I was told by Elena that after hickies comes sex. On this morning she is wearing a nice sweat suit type of matching outfit of some sort (yes, I'm big on women's fashions). She leaves early around eight, I guess. Nastia is up too around eight and she is dressed in regular clothes or at least nothing that caught my attention like Elena's. That evening, I meet them at the bowling alleys. I'm there first, then Elena and lastly Nastia shows up.as soon as I get near Elena I can see the hickies, two or three on one side and two on the other. I don't say anything after all she is twenty and how much can you tease someone. Should I be reassured that she has hickies, because after them is sex she says? Later I will be told the reason she is very moody today and the past few days is she has her peroid, so sex is off the table (yeah, I know, but I'm not going to get that gross). Nastia gets to bowling a little late. I don't notice what she is wearing until a frame or two into the first game. She is wearing these spandex (are they still called that?) things that have these folds that run up the cheeks emphesising them and making it look like she has no underwear on. She thinks her butt is her best asset. I know this morning when she left to 'hang out' with Brandon she wasn't wearing them. She did come back to the house around four to vacuum, but it would have made no sense to change into them then, so she must have had them with her and changed at Brandon's or come back to the house. I don't comment on the pants. I was going to try to get a picture of Nastia's pants to put on the blog, but I felt like a perv when I tried to take a picture of them, so no pictures in this blog. Sometime during the night Nastia comes up to me and says, "Did you see the marks on her neck?" I go, "yeah", I don't know if she makes I comment about sex or if she says something about if it was her who had them. I reply to her comments by saying something like, "and the way you're dressed, I'd put money on it that you had sex and I think I'd win." She gets angry, tells me she didn't have sex and leaves. I wasn't mean about it, at least I hope it didn't come out that way I just figured both of my daughters were up to what I would have been doing when I was in my early twenties and I went over to my girlfriend's house in the middle of the day during the middle of the week with everyone at work, except for her and I. For the next few frames she stays away from me. When I go up to bowl I whisper into her ear, "I'm sorry" and hope it blows over. Eventually it does and I think that is when Nastia tells me to be careful because Elena is in a bad mood, she has her peroid. Last week after seeing Matt, Elena was on such a high, but not this week? No. I won't speculate. It just gets me into trouble with my daughter's I'm sure this column will infuriate them when they read it in the future. /

My Birthday and the after effects.

It was my birhtday back a couple of days ago and for some reason I have not handled it so well.I did fifty and sixty well. I told myself they are just numbers and I went on my merry way. But sixty-three has been a little more difficult to handle because every time I turn around and yes

even turnoing around these days with a bad knee is difficult, I see another sign post in the road declaring I'm old. Beyond the bad knee that forces me to sleep with it in a certain position, I have a neck problem. My neck I've had problems with for years. I keep all my tension in my shoulders and over the years I have compressed two disks in my neck. Last year I did something to my neck and hurt it so I can't sleep on my back any more. I start the night on my right side facing Teri, at least until my thigh starts to hurt, then I will turn over to the other side until tha begins to hurt. Oh and sometimes when I'm laying down I feel like I can't swallow and even though I really don't need to I have to swallow and I prop myself up on my eblow to swallow. But it's all good (I really hate that expression) the alternative is someone throwing dirt on your face. On my birthday I make an effort to not think about all of that crap and Covid too and I go out to dinner with the three most important people in my life. I really enjoy going out to dinner

with my family, just the three of us. I know it is coming to an end sooner rather then later, but I'll enjoy it while I can. We go to Bailey's on Erie Street in Blauvelt. When it opened I enjoyed it more then I do now. It's still good, but it's not fablous like it used to be, I don't know why. Last year We all went to Outback in the Mall, it's closed and Covid gone like a lot of other restaurants. Teri made a reservation for seven for Bailey's and of course in the last hour or so of work a bunch of faxes come in and I'm trying to finish them before I leave. I leave late. Traffic on the bridge is still Covid (has Covid just become a verb/ adverb instead of a noun). I manage to get home on time, We leave and get to Bailey's about on time for our reservation. The restaurant is not quite Covid full (didn't I just use Covid to describe 'full' and doesn't that make it an adverb. God, I wish I'd found english in school more interesting.) As we wait, with our masks on fully, I look at the restaurant. People are sitting next to one another without their masks on. I wonder if that is really a smart thing. It reminds me of the time I saw someone in the BP gas station near my house without a mask on and yelled at him. Lately I haven't seem anyone with out a mask. I guess they have all gotten smart or gotten Covid and died. Natural selection, I guess. The dumb dieing off. (I'm sorry, that was nasty. I won't take it back, but I am sorry) We sit down and I leave my mask on while everyone else takes their's off. We order drinks, well at least I try to. I ask for a Sam Adam's and I'm told they don't have any. I get up and half seriously say, "OK, let's go.." No one else follows and I sit down. I ask for a couple of samples of different beers that I might like. Teri says I shouldn't ask for more then the two I have asked for. So I look at the menu and pick the beer with the highest alcohol content, it's called Cerberous.It's nine dollars a glass and I get this small snifter of beer. It's a dark, stout looking beer. I take a sip and it is awful. It feels thick, heavy and almost has a chocolate type after taste to it, but it's not sweet, it's bitter. But I've bought it and I will drink it. I take a couple of gulps to get started, it doesn't help. About half way through the beer I notice I'm laughing and enjoying the conversation more and more and the beer still tastes awful, but I'm still drinking it(8% alcohol). We order the bone yard and three sides. Nastia orders potato skins and crab cakes, two appatisers, she still doesn't finish. "Cramps!" she says "cramps!" are preventing her from eating. Never having suffered from them, I make no comment. After dinner, I'm asked what I want to do now. I say "let's go home." I see three people with open mouths, surprised. They were thinking Dairy Queen, while I was thinking it's twenty-six degrees, windy and I want to go home. So we go home and break the tradation of going to Dairy Queen after a birthday dinner. Sunday, I go to donate blood. I've been doing this since I was eighteen. Except for a span in my late twenties I have regularly donated blood. The last few years I've gone to donate blood I've been turned down because of low iron in my blood.Before that I was turned down to donate plateletes, which is a little more involved thing where they draw the blood out in one tube and return it in another without the plateletes. When it returns to your arm it's cold and feels funny. Your arm tingles and sometimes your whole body feels weird. Back in November, Elena and I donated blood and everything went well. This time, she is not interested, she has work. I go on my own like I have for years and I get to St Ann's in

Nyack a little early. I was here yesterday thinking it's the the right day. When I walk in and they try to hand me a bag of groceries, I realize it's the wrong day. So on the right day I get in a Covid line and hear the person at the door say they are just getting set up and are running behind. I have an appointment, which I hate to make, put this time I made one and I am able to walk past someone who didn't. I'm relaxed and patient going through all of the hoops set up to protect the blood supply. I answer all the questions about have I paid for sex in the last six months,been stuck with a needle, been with someone who has HIV. All of those fun questions. I sit down and wait to get called to get my finger pricked. Everytime I think about this I remember the old George Carlyn joke and I'm sure I've said it before. you can prick your finger, but don't finger......* or something like that. I've been taking my iron pills so I pass the finger prick with a 14.1. Later I read that 13.9 to 17 is acceptable and I vow to raise my iron level to the mid range. I play musical chairs waiting for a bed to open to donate blood. When someone ahead of me goes everyone moves up a chair. I finally get called and go over to the donation area. I tell the tech, my right is better then my left. I get comfortable on the chase lounge bed and prepare to get stuck. Now over the years I've had some very bad sticks in the arm. This one ranks up near the top. She sticks me, then proceeds to back up the needle without taking it out and goes back in. She does this several times before she calls over another person. He proceeds to do the same thing and after a few attempts he says I'm done for the day and I've got pretty lousey vains. I took a picture of the place they stuck the needle last night and I didn't even see the mark they left. All I see is the old man skin all around the wound and I wonder when did that happen. I'm looking at my hands and suddenly I see all the wrinkles and the one joint on my left hand that is swollen and it all is starting to come together, I not getting old, I've been there for sometime now and the next stop is Willoughby in the Twilight Zone, (orginial series with Rod Sterling. It's a stretch for some of you younger folk, god now I'm writting like an old man, to know what I'm referencing) Let's just say if the after life is Willoughby, I'm on the next train. This bog has gotten a little to dark so I need to post a couple of George Carlyn jokes to end it. If you spin an oriental man in a circle three times, does he become disoriented? Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they taste funny? The IQ and the life expectancy of the average American recently passed each other going in opposite directions. I was thinking about how people seem to read the Bible a whole lot more as they get older; then it dawned on me – they're cramming for their final exam. The main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the bad girls live. Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity. Never argue with an idiot; they will only bring you down to their level and beat you with experience. I'm told Mark Twain said this one. I'm leaving it in, it's so good and true. * “You can prick your finger ... Just don't finger your prick.” ― George Carlin /

When I left the milk business, I never missed this

Yeah, it is one of those stories again.Memories intermingled with something that happened recently. I've been doing alot of remembering these day coming up to my 63rd birthday, but I'll ramble on about that some other day. I got another one of those phone calls last night. You know the ones. especially if you have read about my daughter's and their driving records. Nastia comes home yesterday, Sunday night about six, I guess, from work. She changes and proceeds to leave to go to her boyfriend's house to 'hang out'. I'm upstairs, in Elena's room, yes, working on it. I've finished sheet rocking the closet and more about that some other time. I look out the window and I see her start her car to pull out of the north driveway. I call her and ask her what is going on, where is she going. She tells me she is going to her boyfriend, Brandon's house. Teri and I don't want her driving at night for the time being. She reminds me he lives in Valley Cottage, so I say ok, be safe. About twenty minutes later, loong after she should have gotten to Branden's house I see her name on my phone. At first I think nothing of it. She is at Brandon's, what could be wrong? She forgot something? I get a breezy, friendly hello from her when she starts to fumble for words. I'm thinking, what could be wrong? "Well dad I went to McDonald's to get Brandon some food, I'm alright, I didn't get into an accident." I'm on the

causeway, near the blinking light and the car is driving weird, I think I have a flat tire." I know where she is and I get my coat on and check my pockets for my car keys. I'm out the door and the cold air hits my face. It's not cold like it used to be, but I'm not the guy I used to be either when I'd changed tires on milk trucks when they went flat, or it snowed. (for all of you future people before all weather tires you used to have snow tires and in the extreme I used to put chains on the rear tires, I think chains are outlawed now.) The plan is to drive the car home. I'll give Nastia my keys and she'll go first, I'll follow. I go left out of Harrison Avenue onto Conger's Road, through the light and down a dip to the crest of the hill. On the other side I see her car pretty much where I thought it would be. I pull into a street turn around and park the car. When I look at the tire I can see it has been driven for a while flat. I'mnot happy to begin with being there so I start to loose it a little with Nastia. I stop myself because it is not helping the sitution. I tell her to take my car and I'll take her's. That part of the road is no place to change a tire. And I thought I was close enough to home that I didn't have to try to change it on a side road. I call her phone and when traffic is clear I tell her to go. Once she is on her way I start moving. The tire thuds against the wheel well in a pathetic drum beat anouncing to the world some idoit is driving on a flat tire instead of changing it. I pick up the pace a little to make the light. I pause once to let a car pass near the former Conger's Elementry school. I pull the car into the new northern driveway that is already starting to show where I was a little thin with the rock and mud has begun to seep through. A project for another day. At first I am not going to deal with it tonight. I change my mind because tomorrow I'll be clean and not want to deal with it and it is going to snow Tuesday night and I want this fixed by then. I move the car over to the garage. I have everything I need somewhere near the garage and after fumbling around looking for things that haven't been used in a while I get the car jacke up, the tire off and the donut spare tire out and I'm about to put it on when I realize someone has used it and hit a curb or something with it and it is totally useless and I'm done for the night. The tire goes into the trunk of my car. The next day I take it to Alexander Brother's and jokingly tell them to patch it. Then the good news comes next, oh and it isn't the last good news.The first good news is the trie has to be ordered and it won't be ready until Tuesday. The second good news comes later in the day when I get a call telling me the rims is bent and yes it can be strightened, but it will take until Wednesday. Now I'd really wanted to avoid putting the tire on the Mazda until Wednesday. Firstly Nastia has no car for two days, secondly, it is going to snow Tuesday night, then get cold. With no choice I tell them yes. Wednesday afternoon I get the call the tire is ready. Total cost is $417.00. Nastia who can be as cheap as she is generous is a little outraged. " How come so much!!, for just a tire?!" "Why so much is taxes?!!" I missed a golden opportunity with the last statement to remind her that is the reason to vote. You vote for th epeople who decide how much you pay in taxes and what it is used for.Maybe she'll read this one day instead. Nastia and Brandon pick up the tire and Nastia texts me where do I want the tire? I was going to say on teh car, but I was afraid that wouldn't find that funny. Not knowing Brandon, I don't want to impose upon him to put Nastia's tire on her car. He might not be a get dirty, do physical work type of guy. I get home from bowling about 7:30 and I put the pizza, Elena wanted in the warming oven and go out to put the tire on the car. It takes maybe fifteen minutes and goes smoothly. At this point I had most of the required tools assemblied to do the job anyway. The next morning, (January 28, 2021, today ) I take it the car out for a quick test run hoping nothing is damaged from the drive home on Sunday. God smiles on me today and nothing as of now is wrong with the car. Nastia took it to work a little while ago, and wait, I have to stop typing, Nastia is calling me.........(Daaadddd.....) /

She's leaving home, bye, bye...*

Sing it to the beatles song 'she's leaving home'- Sgt. Pepper Last night at the dinner table Elena announced that she was moving in with her boyfriend...not now, but whe she gets a better job. I'm sittng and just listening to this, not saying a word. I am thinking, boy she'll get a huge dose of reality just like her cousin Billy who just went out and bought, with his girlfriend a house over near Albertus Magnus

High School on Parrott road. Nastia on the other hand is sitting across from Elena saying, "Are you hearing this?" to both Teri and I.Elena adds that she wants to go to Boces and try automotive this fall.Teri does her usual, "You have to figure out how much money you are going to need to live on your own, with Matt." Nastia chimes in again with, "Move to Spring Valley." I speak up and say a racist, "White People don't move to Spring Valley." I also add that she may not qualify for school aid if she is living on her own. Nastia then bring up Elena's friend Jessica and how she had wanted to move with her into an apartment. The conversation then goes a little sideways as we all discuss Jessica's situation and how Covid has made her life a little worse. Nastia, the fountain of maturity and insight in this conversation says, "Maybe I'll move in with my friend Jessie into an apartment." Teri goes into how you don't move into an apartment

with someone who has a child with issues and all the things that can go wrong there. Quitely I agree. Nastia a little put off says, "What, you want me to move in with Brandon?" No one addresses that statement. Right now they barely know each other and financially both could'nt do it even if they were interested in doing it. I'm sorry Nastia, on this night you showed just how much you still have to grow up. I don't say that to hurt you, but you are still into having a good time with little to no responsibility. You're first step to growing up should be to get a full time job or go back to school and get a dergree. For that matter even Elena's ideas are a little on the idealized side, but at least she has a plan. I know they both will eventually move out. I know it will happen. I don't want it to, but it will and I will fully support them in their effort to do that, financally if I can afford it. If and when they move out the house will be quiet like it is most nights now when they are out working or with

their boyfriends, I don't like it this quiet. Sometimes I think what life would be for us if we had never adopted them and when I hear the quiet of the house with Teri asleep over on the couch as we watch TV sort of together I am thankful that Teri by force of her will even after the death of her mother, almost single handedly bought those two bright lights into our life. They have shown so bright and made everything in the last ten, twelve years worth it

A Year later, how things have changed

I just read a post from January 24, 2020. I ramble on about how Nastia is going back to RCC and she won't graduate in the spring because she is short credits and how Elena has decided to drop out of college and take an intro class to automotive mechanics. How everything has changed. The only thing that went like I thought would was the refinancing of the house. We finished that up in the early days of Covid March pandemic; when we thought that it might end by the beginning of summer. It might be over by summer, but what years is the question. Since that post, the girls have both dropped out of RCC. Nastia doesn't hang around with Taj so much any more. She hangs around with a girl named Jessie, who has an eight year old autistic son. It's Jessie's thirtieth birthday this weekend. Nastia and her are going to spend the weekend doing things together. Nastia still works at Stop and Shop and still does'nt have a full time job. She has been pushed to look for full time employment, but resists. She was going to work at ShopRite with Elena, but they wanted her to work nights and Teri and I didn't want her to drive at night. She has trouble seeing. Elena on the other hand went almost full time at ShopRite in Pearl River back a year ago. She is still a manager's assistant and she goes to different departments to work. Up until things changed recently, she was working in the bakery.She finally has her new car and it is working fine as is her relationship with Matt. I'm sure you read the post about her going over to Matts in her onesie and how she came back with hickies. She can be a little rough when she talks to him, insulting him, making fun of him. She says he likes it and would never leave her. I hope she is right. She has invested alot of emonation capital in this relationship, I hope he knows how lucky he is and she knows how special he is to take all of the crap she throws at him. Love is grand (sarcasm) Nastia is dating Brandon and she hasn't beenable to be with him him because he has gotten a case of or was exposed to Covid. She only gets to see him in the evenings or on Wednesday's again in an empty house if they go back over to his parents house to 'hang'. yeah, I've already talked about all the mischief I got into back then in empty houses and they both are as well prepared as they can be and I hope they are careful. Teri still has her job. I am writing this on a Friday morning, she is at the other end of the table getting angry over something that is going on with one of her workers and how they are good at their job, but they are getting into things that are not what is important or at least top of the pile stuff. Teri types furiously a reply to her worker. She then growles at me, " I hate this job!". I wish she could find a new one that would make her happy and pay her a decent salary for the next few years.

Elena, oh boy, what a character

Yesterday morning, before going to work I'm sitting at my keyboard writing when Elena comes down in her Stitch onesie. She anounces that she is going over to Matt's house. I ask, "like that?" In her patented there's nothing going on her

voice she says, "yeah, I'm too lazy to get changed." Now it's a Wednesday, both girls have Wednesdays off and she is going over to her boyfriend's house. An empty house, I'm sure, but You have to remember that this is the girl who has no interest, she says in sex, doesn't like to talk about it and has said she will never have kids. The one big thing I have left out and I still get a chuckle everytime I think about it. A few days ago Matt asnd Elena decided that they are offically boyfriend and girlfriend, not just friends. Well off she goes and I am surprised when I go outside that her car is still there. Matt must have come to pick her up. I go off to work and don't think twice about my daughter going over to her 'boyfriend's (silent chuckle) empty house'. Now I'm sure that all of you reading this remember going or have someone come over the house when it was empty and all the mischief that happened. I am of two minds here. One, both girls have been taught everything they need to know about being safe. There is no Bridgerton here, (A Netflick's show about the Elizabethian era, sort of and how a young girl grows up and knows nothing on her wedding night, it's good.). My other thought is no one was able to stop me and if I tried they would just hid it better. Nastia has hidden it very well and if she hadn't talked to me about it I'd have never knowen anything. So I guess it should come as no surprise when we all gewt togehter at bowling that night Elena is in a good mood and Nastia is saying, "go look at her neck". Yes, I go over and check how several hickies. I tell Elena, they're

beauties. Nastia can't believe I'm not angry. I remind Nastia, I can't stop it from happening and I have tell Nastia, like I will remind Elena later when we are alone. I fully expect you to have a full and healthy sex life, just not today. When I say this to Elena, it is in response to her saying, You know what comes after hickies...sex. I do hope they are safe and careful.

I have no good title for a post about cars and the girls

When I was a kid the thought about cars and girls was lots of fun. This one is not. This is a post about the girls and their cars and how I am or Teri is solving their problems. Elena's is or was a simple problem. One evening last week I get a call at work from Teri saying Elena's car, her new car is stuck at ShopRite in Pearl River with a dead battery. I leave work a little early and get over to ShopRite. I have a mini battery with jumper cables that start the car up right away. That is a good thing since I'd didn't have jumper cables with me. I did have a car charger with a long extension cord, but that wouldn't have helped since there was no outlet anywhere near. Me. being the guy I figure that is the end of it. Elena must have left something on. I have her start the car when we get home and it starts fine. She also parks in front of Teri in the driveway on the southern side of the house. The next morning I leave for work. At work I get bombed with all sorts of things and just about that time I get a call from Teri saying Eleena's car won't start again and she has blocked Teri's car in. That turns out to be the tipping point and I'm telling Teri I'll be there in twenty minutes. I need to get out of that office. Bill one of my bosses tells me to take my time drive relaxed and come back after I'm done and try to relax. Whenever I've had to go to help out one of the girls, I've not been able to drive slowly. Manner of fact, I can't drive slow where ever I go. I feel if I start driving slowly old age will catch up with me and as Satchel Page once said, " don't look back, someone might be gaining on you." So I try to keep my eyes on the road and do eighty. I also don't want to die too young, so I'll glance in the mirror occationally to see if someone, death, might be gaining on me. Just a little joke, yeah, I know, very little. I get to the house and the car charger that worked wonders the other night,doesn't have the power to start the car this time.Thank God I still have the big charger. I pull out the car charger from my Grand Am's trunk, pop the Honda's hood, run the extension cord to the outlet I installed on

the house when we first moved in (yes, it still works fine) make all the connections and the car starts in a minute. Every time I use this car charger, something left over from the dairy I thank god I still have it. The charger, the air pump and the floor jack three of the items left over from the dairy that I didn't use for many years and mostly were just in the way until recently. I move Elena's car to the new driveway and face it out in case it needs to be jumped. Tomorrow morning, the battery is dead again and it needs to be jumped, which I do, except the little hand battery doesn't work this time, so I get the charger out of the trunk and plug it in again. A few seconds later Teri is in her car and a little frantic. She never likes to be late, even if it is for an unimportant appointment like this. She even gets herself a little crazy when she tells her sister she'll pick her up at one to go the grocery store. I'm not saying it is a bad thing, it's just she should bring it a little back to the middle from the extreme. Elena and Teri bring the car over to Bill Kolb and the three of us meet to have breakfast at IHOP. Covid breakfast is just as weird as Covid anything. I join Teri and Elena at the mall. it's about ten on a Saturday morning and it is empty, ghost town empty, middle of a walking dead episode empty. Manner a fact there are a few elderly people in the distance that give me pause ( no I'm not old yet, that's why I drive 80 to prove it.). The restaurant is socially distanced and we enter wearing our most recently comfortable masks purchased from Restaurant depot. They are washable and a nod to the fact that Covid will not be over anytime soon. We sit down and continue wearing our masks like they are now a part of our clothing like socks and underwear. After a few moments Teri removes her's and it hits everyone to do the same. The waitress comes over and it is tough to not make eye contact with her like I was taught to do. We order and have an enjoyable breakfast. Life seems almost normal for a little while. /

Elena has a new car, a Honda CRV 2011, I think.

We're half way through the month of January. The weather hasn't really decided what the time of year is. We got some snow in mid December, but it was gone by Christmas. Christmas zoomed by so quickly that New Years wasn't even over. I'm not complaining about the quick exit of the Covid holidays. Well it was going to happen one way or the other. Both danger girls are back on the road. Nastia killed the Ford Escape finally back in September. She crashed her car into a guard rail to provent a killer bee from savagely attacking her. She was without a car until almost Christmas. Elena killed her Ford Taurus one night in the middle of a tempertantrum, passing a guy who pulled out in front of her from Snake Hill Road. She tried to pass him on Old Mill Road and didn't make it. Her car's rear passenger door got hit by his bumper spinning her around and she hit a telephone pole with her trunk, luck to be alive. Nastia got a Mazada 6 sometime in December and finally Elena got her car this past week. With Covid, used car prices have gone through the roof. Teri found a Honda CRV at a Bill Kolb dealership down Route 303 in Orangeburg. It had 96,000 miles on it. I was tired of buying cars from private individuals and then having to repair them. So the dealership car checked all of the boxes. Elena was even going to take out her first loan. We went down to Bill Kolb Subaru on Route 303, near the walking bridge that crosses 303. It was a cold day and we were all wearing our masks. I rarley see anyone not wearing ond these days which makes me happy. I really don't want to yell at people. THe dealership was Covid crowded. All desks were socially distanced and a partition was errected between the desk and the chairs i front. We asked for the salesmen we made the appointment with and got another gentlmen named Juan. We sat down and he showed us the limited supply of cars he had for less then $10,000 and less then 100,000 miles. During his speel I'm thinking back to 1979 when I bought my first new car for $9,800.00, a Jeep CJ5 and then I remembered my parents bought their house in about 1952 for %9,000.00. We go out to look at the car. We go all through it and Juan asks if we want to take it for a test ride. We do, but Elena doesn't want to drive it, so I do. We head out to 303, make a right going south and enter the Palisades Parkway north for a quick trip. I notice the CRV has no pickup. It's a doggy 4 cyclinder. I tell Elena. I exit the Palisades at teh next exit and turn off onto some side roads to try out the brakes to make sure it doesn't pull. I ask Elena again if she want to drive it. With her courage up more, she says yes. She starts out slowly on the back

roads. After a minute or two she asks how to get back to the dealership. I hesitate for a moment, then remember she is a fully licensed driver and this may become her car. I tell her and she brings the car back with no problem. We take a quick drive of a Subaru Forester. Elena takes it from the get go and doesn't like the heavy wheel. She has settled on the Honda CRV. Now all there is to do is the paperwork. Teri was going to cosigh, but I think there was an issue about something that Elena became the cosigner. Either way she gets some credit history and a car. She is set to pick it up on Wednesday after we get insurance on it and with a little effort to track down the registration for the Taurus by Teri Elena is now back on the road. GOD KEEP HER SAFE AND NOT ANGRY

Starting the New Year

It the first Monday of the new year and it is also Teri's first day back at the job she really doesn't like. The girls are up in bed right now sleeping.Elena starts work today at twelve. Nastia stgarts at one and will drive Elena to work before sahe goes in freeing Teri from having to stop work and drive them. Ever since Elena wreaked her car back around November we have been looking for another car for her. She doesn't seem to put much effort into helping. When asked whatg she wants she says maybe red, a red car. We were having dinner last night. Teri was upstairs in the bathroom and it was just the three of us. We were talking. I don't know if it was out of the blue or if we were talking about cars, but Elena says, "When I get my car, I'm not going to wear my contacts at night, the doctor says I don't have to." When I heard it I knew she was baiting me. Maybe she didn't know she was, but she was. Baiting someone, my definatioln is when you say something to get a reaction from someone else. It is also baiting when you are talking about doing something in the future that you can't do now. So I'm sitting there saying out loud, "i'm not going to take the bait." She continues on and after a few moments I say, "I'm taking the the bait and I tell her, "If you insist on driving without your contacts at night, you're getting your own insurance." I regreated it the moment I said it. She didn't react to it and she said something else that I was going to respond to when I decided to get up from the table and eat the last few bites of my dinner in the kitchen. I knew if I stayed, she'd get me angry and Elena only has off and intense anger toward me it seems and I'm not sure if I lose my temper with her what will happen. Elena is still dating Matt. I was with Nastia one night recently and I asked her about the two of them. She said it is really not like dating. Nothing is going on. Which I can understand. Elena is very private and as I have said she is the ultimate closed book. If she doesn't want you to know something, you won't. She hands out with him mostly on facetime. They talk most every night until past midnight. Sometimes I have seem her talking to them after one in the morning.She hangs out with him, I think most every Wednesday, except recently when a co-worker of her's was exposed to someone with Covid. To be on the safe side, she stayed away from him. There turned out to be no Covid. Nastia is in the same boat as Elena, as far as see her boyfriend. He works second or third shift at an office building in the city. She sees him on Wednesdays in the morning into the early afternoon. OUt of the blue, recently she asked me when do you know it is time to have sex with someone. I thought for a second, no really I did. I do want both of them to have a healthy and happy sex life, but not today. Had tomorrow finally come? My therapist once said and I don't remember the context completely, but I thought it fit for this question. I asked her has she farted infront of him? She said no, I then asked if she has burped in front of him? She said not on purpose. My third question, I thought of myself. Could you imagine yourself naked infront of him? I don't think I got an answer. My therapist, I think was referencing levels of comfort around your siginificant other. The first two questions are basic body functions that everybody does, but do you do them infront of others? I don't know if I slowed her down or gave her the green light to have sex. It is very easy for it to happen with her and him. He is home during the day when his parents are at work. Nastia and him go over his house to 'hang out'. I hung out with my first significant girl friend at her house during the day when we both weren't in college. I loved those times with her. She know about birth control and the drawbacks of condumns (only 98% effective) and to never have sex without both. I know there is nothing I can do to stop either of them from having sex. I just hope that they have listened and learned, and will be safe. /